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« I am thinking of you. I love you, play. » ([personal profile] solosection) wrote2030-07-27 04:14 pm
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factuallysatan: (unusually)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, it's good. The sense of proximity is almost impossible to fully comprehend after such a long stretch of time by himself. And mind, it's not exactly about those thousand years - those are nothing, honestly, when you're here for the actual long run - rather, it's the expectation. The knowledge that he thought was real, that he'd be alone for not just a thousand years but then, another thousand and another thousand and onwards, onwards...

Elio doesn't seem to mind his... his anything, does he. Nope. He's definitely hard against him still, even with Lucifer's creepy, red appendage getting all up in his business and when he ruts against him, again and again, he looks into Lucifer's eyes like the fire and darkness doesn't bother him at all. It makes him forget himself in lieu of other things - of things like sitting with his scarred head against Elio's shoulder, lamenting himself and the brother he'd killed; of Elio plucking out the bullets from his wings and fucking him with the northern lights burning across the sky.

Of Elio, here, in Hell, the fluorescent greens blossoming beneath his feet.

Can I have you he asks, meaning, will you take me, even like this and for just a fraction of a second, he blanks out at the thought of it, staring at the other man, holding him close by the swell of his buttocks, their cocks pressed together along with the rest of them. Panic, lust, arousal, self-disgust - he flounders between them like he's been floundering ever since he realised that Elio was meant for Hell just the same as him, if not in the same way.

Accept it.

Accept it.

Accept it.

He breathes out slowly, red eyes boring into Elio's, the other man cupping his face with both hands, his palms shielding his view of anything beyond them, beyond now and here and you. Then, gently, he spreads the other man's buttocks apart beneath the water, letting the water lap at him, taking care not to poke him with his claws. Leaning in, he kisses Elio's jawline, then the very edge of his mouth. When he speaks, his voice sounds rough and full of air: ]


Get yourself ready.
Edited 2022-01-29 08:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ He leans into the kiss for as long as it lasts, filling up Elio's mouth, taking up space within him again and that's a lovely feeling, yes, oh, he's missed it. Following along senselessly as Elio draws back, towards the side of the pool, he raises his wings partially out of the water, wading after him, the sound of water droplets hitting the surface loud in the stillness around them. When Elio finally breaks the kiss, he very nearly whines in protest, stopping himself only because he's somewhat concerned as to how that would sound with his current vocal chords - like a tiny demon getting stomped on, possibly. Hateful. He pushes the thought away.

Which isn't all that hard to do, seeing as Elio proceeds to properly distract him by slicking up his hand (magic lube, oh, the wonders of Hell) and going not for his own body but for Lucifer's, his fingertips trailing up his thigh and groin until -- ]


Ah!

[ He shudders, staring down at the underwater spectacle. Elio's long fingers, wrapped around the base of his red cock and they look almost small in comparison, don't they. Pale. Always pale. The sensation is a bit odd, as if certain... bits of his bits, so the speak, are more sensitive than others. Same as the rest of this body, he's all in patches and whatnot. He meets Elio's eyes, shifting a little bit closer. His cock slides between Elio's fingers slightly at the movement and oh, oh, that's... oh. ]

You, you, err... [ He wets his lips and runs one, big hand over his bald head. ] You have to be a bit... rougher.

[ His wings curve a little behind him, inwards, until he gets purchase with the clawed tips on either side of Elio's body. They rest there like fingers, long and thick, the bone glistening from water. It disturbs him, of course, having to talk about this particular body like it needs anything but it also feels... well. It's just slightly strange that he knows so little about it. Hateful or not, it's still his, isn't it? ]
factuallysatan: (nowhere near max intensity)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Elio, naturally, takes his word for it and adds his other hand to the immensely absurd task of hand-sexing the Devil's cock and Lucifer, meanwhile, stares down at the other man's hands, watching them go. Water splashes around Elio's wrists and he's certainly grabbing it, isn't it, oh, oh, the slit is - ]

Oh my --

[ He breaks off before it gets ugly, chewing on his lower lip instead and watching, enraptured, as the muscles in Elio's arms flex beneath his skin, his gaze focused like he's working through some new, technical and musical piece of wonder and that's just ridiculous, it's a cock, not a bloody sonata. Regardless, Lucifer's definitely the sole recipient right now of Elio's utmost concentration and he almost can't bear it, it should make them both feel awkward but instead...

Let me hear you, says Elio.

He swallows heavily another couple of times, hips jerking forward through the water, his cock sliding slickly back and forth between the other man's fingers. Then, however reluctantly, he allows himself to glide down, to be... there, in this (in his) hopeless, monstrous body and suddenly, the pleasure seemingly triples. He gasps. Had he truly been so removed from it, from himself? But of course, the ultimate proof of that came much, much earlier - possibly when he chose to listen to Grigori's tortured gasps for hundreds of years rather than killing him, possibly when he nearly set Maze aflame for asking one, innocent question ("shouldn't we check, Lucifer, in case the barrier will let me through? I could go see to him, I could make certain --").

Lucifer grabs onto Elio's waist for dear life, his claws digging into his skin a little less than gently, but oh - oh - oh - ]


It's - when you do that to the tip, oh, it's fucking beautiful. [ He shuts his eyes and lets his hips glide forward, a more forceful motion this time, Elio's firm grip making his balls sing. ] Just - the - the whole head feels crazy like this.

[ There's a note of wonder in his voice because when he really lets himself, he can admit that the notion of newness is appealing on many levels indeed. Knowing that Elio's getting this, possibly the only first he's got left in him. That he, in turn, gets Elio for it.

Also, let's be fair, Elio probably hasn't had a huge, red Devil cock shoved up his arse, either, so that's also... that. ]
factuallysatan: (ever-so-slightly see-through)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Of course, Elio goes straight for the gold as soon as Lucifer tells him how to locate it. He rubs his palm over the naked head of his cock and this time, Lucifer does whine a little in his throat because oh, oh, it's good, it's probably more sensitive than his normal cock and his balls actually tighten at the feel of it, oh, it's - it's -

It's gone.

Blinking stupidly, he looks down as the stroking comes to a halt, though Elio's being nice about it (of course he is, sweet Elio), slowing down, releasing him only gradually. Oh. Yes, that's right, he promised he'd... yes. Lucifer shifts from one foot to the other beneath the water - it's the sex-glitch, when you go between positions or whatever, the moment when you're just sort of waiting around for your cue. Been there a million times and then some and normally, he wouldn't feel awkward about it but... Elio turns in his grip and he gasps, no longer from pleasure, at the sight of red lines tracking across his skin. Indents. His claws!

For a second, despite Elio telling him to watch, despite the man's arse being well and truly in his face like this, he can't see anything except those red lines, angry and harsh, though not wounds as such, not as such. They could've been, though, easily. But Elio's spreading his legs wide now and the lines move with the rest of his skin, his muscles, and he's baring himself, his arsehole looking wet and smooth between his buttocks. Focus well and truly split in two, Lucifer stares for a moment longer before he simply draws closer, close enough to lean in over Elio's back. He licks a long, wet line over the damage he's done, tasting skin and water. ]


Sorry about that. [ He runs his knuckles gently over Elio's balls between his thighs, feeling how tight they are, his cock out of reach against his abdomen. ] Good thing you didn't mind too much, huh?

[ Lucifer balances himself against the pool with the clawtips on his wings and bends down and in, nudging his face between Elio's half-spread buttocks and locking his lips around the rim of his arsehole. He puts one, big hand against Elio's waist, just to keep him bend forward a little, and presses the whole width of his tongue into him, tasting him as fully as he ever will.

Groaning loudly, he gives him a wet suck. ]
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[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Elio pushes back against his face, gasping loudly and arching his back beneath Lucifer's hand. His arsehole gets steadfastly wetter while he thrusts his tongue in as deep as it'll go, the other man furnace-hot inside, his taste dark and musky. After a small fuck, he feels Elio coming to a rest against the poolside, his back relaxing into it along with his muscles. He moans loudly, giving himself over using both his body and his words and Lucifer absolutely loves the way he does that, the way he makes it feel equal parts natural and extraordinary. To have, to be had.

Beautiful Elio.

Tilting his head sideways, Lucifer gives him another couple of deep thrusts, thinking that self-actualization ought to come with a quick-fix function, like, I require a forked tongue as of right now and there, bam! He pulls back, licking over Elio's rim instead, long, heavy strokes, feeling the sensitive muscle fluttering in response. He keeps at it until he can't bear it any longer, his cock hard enough to hurt. He kisses the soft skin on Elio's left buttock, licking a small line up to his tailbone before he straightens up in the water. ]


Anyway. [ Splosh goes the water as he steps back half a step. ] Weren't you in the middle of something?

[ He makes his voice a little extra-perky. He's just licked Elio's arse in full Devil-face and it was a lovely thing indeed, undoubtedly the best thing he's ever experienced whilst being tall, dark and ugly. He licks his lips a couple of times, grabbing a handful of water and sloshing it haphazardly over the lower part of his face, into his mouth, though he isn't being very careful about it - he'd rather like Elio's taste to linger, his scent as well.

To keep him for as long as he's allowed this time around. A thousand years, if the theory holds true. Predictably, his brother finds the theory likely - Lucifer himself has very little faith left. Preciously little. Trust his Dad to play the long game, to let them dream...

He'd taken a hit last time, when he'd thought Elio'd been lost to him. Implying he'd allowed himself to get vulnerable, right? He'd let himself believe.

This time around, he thinks and watches Elio through unblinking red eyes, he'll be wiser. ]
factuallysatan: (such a man of the people)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The look Elio gives him as he turns around is almost enough to make Lucifer give up on all plans of fucking him with his cock, the remnants of his taste on his tongue egging him on. Take him, open him up, eat him out until he spends himself in the water, just like that, coming apart at the seams. He manages to control himself, however, because he keeps thinking about how tight Elio felt around his tongue, how tight he'll feel around his cock, oh, yes. He can bloody well wait. He stands back on his heels, his wings coming off the poolside to rest in the water beside him.

Then, he watches.

Oh. ]


It's hard for me to hear down here.

[ He tilts his head sideways. Elio's working himself open with two fingers at once and the lube is making his skin look incredibly shiny. His arsehole is expanding gradually, just opening up around the intrusion. On a long, shaky exhalation, Lucifer drifts closer again and puts one, large hand on Elio's left buttock, pulling at it a little for an even better view. ]

Something with the barrier getting in the way or distorting things - I'm not quite sure. Well, obviously, this time around I wasn't listening very carefully but regardless.

[ He shifts closer, enough for his cock to rub up against the inside of Elio's soft thigh. He stays there, getting himself just a hint of friction because judging by the size of him and the size of Elio's pretty hole, this is going to take exactly as much time as it ought.

Gaze fixed on Elio's hand, he can feel his own breathing quickening in time with his. There's something precious about it, he thinks. About catching up to him like that - imagine what he's missed out on! Elio, jerking off! Praying to him all the while! No wonder everything's wilted down here. ]
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[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He chuckles distratedly at Elio's comment because the man's busy adding a fourth finger to the display and it's really quite a view from Lucifer's perspective, the way he's thrusting into himself, clearly getting his prostate at least once or twice with those long, nimble pianist fingers... Lucifer's considering maybe taking his hand and upping the pace, giving him a few pushes and make him go deeper and the thought makes his cock jerk in anticipation.

But then, Elio pulls his fingers out and starts lubing up the smaller buttplug and just like that, Lucifer and Lucifer's cock have other priorities. Groaning at the sight alone, he imagines the sight of that silver plug opening the other man up and keeping him stretched, shifting at the thought of it, rubbing the head of his cock against Elio's thigh. It's weeping at the tip and he's crossing his mental fingers quite feverently that it doesn't weep, what, molted lava or what have you. He resists an absurd urge to check.

Of course it doesn't. It's a cock, not a fissure in the Earth.

At Elio's request, he blinks, then grabs the plug from him maybe a bit too fast to be dignified. Sex isn't supposed to be dignified in any case; fun, dirty, crazy, pleasurable - all of those things, yes, but you're also meant to fall apart with it at least a little bit. Granted, Lucifer usually makes that happen for other people but then, well, then came Elio who can't be mojo'ed and who's apparently meant to rule in Hell along with him, who's currently asking him to put that magnificent plug up his magnificent arse.

So get with the programme, Devil.

Trying to breathe evenly, he parts Elio's buttocks again and presses the tip of the plug against his arsehole. ]


Come on, then, darling. Let me in.

[ He pushes the plug inwards slowly, feeling for resistance. Elio's stretched himself very nicely and the first couple of inches are easy enough - then, the plug widens by quite a bit. He pauses. Pushes in. Pauses. Twisting it back and forth a bit, he watches as it sinks into Elio past its widest point, his rim swallowing it up - until it's seated, the base resting snugly in his crack. ]
factuallysatan: (wiser words darling)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He pulls the plug out to its widest point and pushes it back inside Elio, fucking him with it, though he's well aware (painfully so, oh, his poor cock) that the other man isn't asking for that. He looks down at himself, the water shimmering around his thighs. The head of his cock pokes up above the surface, looking red and grotesque and he glances towards the larger plug, wondering if he shouldn't - if just to be safe...

But then, he hears Elio's words on repeat in his mind - I want it to be you and he imagines him by himself for six months, making do, his prayers unheard and unanswered. Elio has been left too many times in his life, Lucifer's well aware. He's left him too, left him waiting and wanting with nothing but himself for comfort. The thought makes his chest ache. Eying the plug and the way Elio's stretched around it, his rim looking whole and glittering from lube, he finally works it out and leaves it on the edge of the pool.

Then, he grabs the lube and properly ruins it with his claws but who cares, out it comes, slick and glossy against his palm. He reaches for himself and wonders briefly at the feel of it, this strange cock that feels somehow exactly as natural between his fingers as the one he's used to. ]


Let me know if it's too much.

[ He tries to keep his voice even as he says it, his balls painfully tight from anticipation and his breath stumbling down his throat when he breathes. Stepping up behind Elio, he presses his cock between his buttocks, parting them and rubbing the head and the shaft against his crack and arsehole slowly. Feeling him. Oh. Oh, he doesn't want to hurt him. He so, so doesn't want to.

Pressing the head of his cock against Elio's opening, he takes a deep breath, steels himself - and pushes inwards, the massive girth of the head forcing the other man open much farther than the plug. He makes himself go slow with what has to be Herculean effort at this point, letting Elio's body set the pace. His wings, meanwhile, fold down on either side of them, dripping water into Elio's hair as they bend inwards protectively and he realises only then, very distantly, that they look sturdy like this, spikes and all, like a small fortress all in themselves.

Dangerous, yes, but to other beings. Not them.

Not him and not Elio, either. ]
factuallysatan: (the gift that keeps giving)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He sinks in inch by inch and Elio's body gives around him, gives and gives and gives until he can't actually believe that it doesn't come to a grinding, screeching halt, that the other man doesn't tell him enough, make it stop. In general he's always been too much to handle, Lucifer, even the big guy in the sky thought as much and yet, here's Elio, taking him in, settling in Hell so they can be together, following the calls from souls, stuck in their own, boring despair and doing so with a smile on his face. Imagine that such a person can exist.

Imagine.

Elio's pushing back against him, gasping and groaning and clearly taking a cock the size of a small baseball bat up his arse but oh, he's handling it isn't he, he's doing it. Lucifer, meanwhile, is chewing on his own bottom lip something fierce, forcing himself to hold back, to take it slow. Inch by inch. Oh. Oh, it's good, it's - ]


That's because -- [ He groans. The head of his cock pops inside and Elio's so warm, so tight and soft around him. It's pure insanity. ] -- oh - that's because you're you. You're so utterly you.

[ With a long, outdrawn slide, he buries himself to the base in Elio's arse, his cock stretching him open, going no deeper than usual but taking up a lot more space, definitely, by virtue of being wide as, well, Hell. Sorry. He's breathing hard now, panting, his muscles trembling from holding back, but he stays still, letting Elio get used to the sensation of it. He's gripping his own forearms hard enough to bruise and Lucifer leans in over him, then, folding one, clawed hand over Elio's forearms, both of them at once, along with his fingers. He holds him there gently, breathing into his hair, his scarred chest pressing in against his back.

Like that, he stays still, just breathing, feeling the other man breathing in turn, his body warm and tight around him. It's been so long. Oh, it's been nearly forever. ]
factuallysatan: (isn't it)

[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-29 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Elio sounds like his voice might break, telling him that he feels amazing, meaning those are complicated tears, hiding in his throat. It's not just Lucifer, the pain echoing beneath the words. It's all the rest, the fall, because Elio's fallen hard in his life. The peach garden behind his parents' house had been beautiful, yes, but overwhelming in its simplicity. With a messy life full of messy relations and feelings, how are you ever going to live up to the notion of Eden? You can't. You can't.

Lucifer knows.

So he tightens his hand around Elio's arms and pulls out slowly, his cock dragging along Elio's inner walls and keeping him wide open around its girth. He pulls out about halfway, then pushes back in, keeping the pace slow still, trying - hoping - not to hurt him. He probably is, though, regardless. Sometimes, hurt can't be avoided but Elio would know better than most. ]


Oh. Oh, this is - you're magnificent --

[ He pulls back out, thrusts in. The pleasure around his cock feels electric, sparks shooting into his groin at the friction. He definitely isn't going to last as long as usual which is yet another novelty. Groaning loudly, his voice guttural and loud enough to make the walls tremble around them, Lucifer starts thrusting more evenly, closer to a pace, his lower body screaming at him to move faster, to go deeper but he takes care of Elio, he takes care and he doesn't rush.

His wings have sort of cocooned around them at this point, one of the spikes getting itself entangled in Elio's curls. Holding on, he thinks, absurdly, but then again, a wing is a bit like a hand, isn't it? His Devil wings more so than the feathered alternatives. Snapping his hips forward, he buries himself to the hilt with just a hint of forcefulness and there, oh, pleasure shooting down his shaft and into his balls, fast and hot. He moans and repeats the motion, feeling Elio's small body shake beneath him.

Reaching into the water carefully, he folds his free hand around the other man's hard cock, letting it slide forwards between his fingers at his next thrust. He can feel his claws scraping against Elio's abdomen and curves them slightly, adjusting. He's starting to learn how to be aware in this form and the thought feels equal parts scary and exhilarating. ]
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[personal profile] factuallysatan 2022-01-30 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The different impressions start to blur together as he fucks Elio, burying himself as deeply as he can, pulling out only partially and going straight back inside. Elio's whimpering beneath him, crying out when he manages to hit something particularly nice and he's got him here, he's got Elio, protected and safe, even with Lucifer at his absolute worst, locked in this despicable form. The heat in his belly keeps building and building, his balls tightening up between his thighs and then, yes, Elio's climaxing around him, spending himself in the water and shaking like a leaf. He sounds breathless. He sounds like there's not enough air to keep him going.

Then he says -

And Lucifer comes. Hard, so hard that his vision goes black for a second, his hips freezing at the next forward-thrust. He's seated to the hilt in Elio's arse, his hand still clenched around the other man's forearms and his other holding his spent cock gently beneath the water. He can feel him everywhere, it seems, from the way he's clenched around his cock to the smell of his hair, of his body. He breathes in deep, letting his climax wash through him.

Then, pause.

I love you.

He thinks it, too, and he shapes the words with his lips against the back of Elio's head, soundless still, because he's afraid of what it might feel like to say it out loud. He doesn't. He can't. He can't break whatever this is, they're already in Hell, he's done enough surely, when it comes to these matters, there are no second chances. Lucifer folds his wings closer around the other man, his body heating up slowly, as if someone's turned on a switch somewhere and that's pretty curious, like, is that an orgasm-thing or a Devil thing or just flat-out ridiculous? Muscles rippling along his back, into his arms and wings, he folds both arms around Elio's front, one hand flat over his cock and crotch, the other over his heart. Then, smoothly, he takes them both out of the water, sliding sideways onto the floor next to the pool and folding his wings around the other man just to keep him exactly as close as possible, his cock still buried in him.

He nuzzles the back of his neck, breathing hot air onto his skin, his earlobe and into his hair.

Around them, his wings are no longer featherless. The feathers remain red and burned-looking, orange and gold, weirdly nice-looking considering the rest of the package but apparently, that's how it is now.

Apparently, that's how he is. ]