[ Easy to skip on he says and Lucifer just nods, nothing but understanding along with slight satisfaction on his face. That, after all, is how he'd do it himself if he were to take someone on a date before sex - he'd usually never bother, though. What's the point of sitting around, small-talking and what have you, when you both know where you'd really like to be? The thing is, he understands that this is different. Elio's approach to dating, after all, has been a reflection of everything he denied himself, not a matter of thoughtless indulgence or pleasure-seeking.
We're here together but we aren't.
Perhaps that's how Lucifer's lovers saw it, too, come to think of it.
He fiddles with the menu absent-mindedly, his gaze sliding sideways in thought. Peripherally, he senses the waiter watching them like a hawk, clearly anxious to take their orders. The kitchen closes in a few hours. ]
You know. [ He blinks. Looks back at Elio again, eyes widening in realisation. ] I used to wonder how anyone could find a good night's worth of sex meaningless. My partners would all say they'd had the best night of their lives and yet...
[ He frowns. Glances at his menu card and stretches out one leg beneath the table, a restless movement ending with the tip of his shoe colliding with Elio's lightly. He leaves it there, the two of them, pressed together a little between the shadows. ]
If you aren't invested, then you simply aren't. I never knew - how well you protect yourselves, in truth.
[ Listening attentively while Lucifer comes to some kind of realization about humans in general, and have no doubt, Elio thinks it's nice he can be made an example of, right, he watches the way the other man's eyes widen and feels his foot slide across the distance between them beneath the table, touching Elio's shoe in the shadows. Like a small point of contact, touch, pressure, presence. Not secret as such, just discreet, theirs alone. He frowns when Lucifer frowns, leaning over to take the somewhat misunderstood menu card from between his hands, freeing them for him, all his long, strong fingers. Stacking the card on top of his own, gently, almost without a sound, maybe a soft slide of faux leather on faux leather, shhh, Elio just looks at him for a long moment, letting that frown speak for itself.
It's a clever observation, albeit a painful one. How well you protect yourselves. ]
A lot of the time, we don't even know it ourselves, Lucifer. [ There's a shrug, as if to say - they didn't mean anything by it, your lovers, they didn't guard themselves from you because of you. Though, obviously, that's what's dawning on the other man right now as well. ] It's rarely a conscious choice, how we're desperately chasing the one thing we're also keeping at an arm's length.
[ Unrestrained intimacy, in this case.
The waiter is now exchanging a few words with the chef who's stopped in the door to the kitchens. Elio looks down at the menu cards slowly, then back up at Lucifer, a small smile forming on his lips. Almost playful, though it doesn't quite break with the mood of how well you protect yourselves, in truth. It wasn't scary, discarding all defenses with Oliver, because he honestly didn't know any better. Although he regrets nothing in regards to meeting Lucifer with no shields up, he held back for so long for a reason. Fear's a powerful motivator, but none of that now. He nods at Lucifer slightly. ]
Will you let me order for you? I think I know exactly what you'd want.
[ True, desires are usually Lucifer's domain, but tonight Elio thinks he'll take a shot at guessing, too. See where it takes them. ]
[ Elio takes his menu card gently. There's a moment of silence during which he feels - and sees - the other man watching him with that particular sort of attention he bestows upon Lucifer when he's on the verge of one of his more mature insights, the kind you wouldn't necessarily expect of a human male in his mid-thirties. In that sense, there's something inexpressibly old about Elio, something a little metaphysical, with his garden and his all-too-human fall and the traces of mindless abandonment snaking through his personal story.
His Father, blessing him from birth to be something or someone that none of them yet understand.
Lucifer nods at his comment on intimacy, on how refusing it isn't always a conscious choice, which... well, he would've thought, wouldn't he, before he met Linda and Chloe and his other human friends. Before he realised what a strange concept choice can be, in the context of human interaction. How complicated it looks from the outside, when you've been created with choice as something more like a funny fancy, something you could pretend to have but never truly achieve.
Sad, really. ]
Oooh! [ An excited little smile as he gestures at the menu. ] Yes, please. Have at it.
[ This night really is shaping up to be Elio's mirror to their date in NYC, isn't it? It's lovely. Unusual, definitely, to be wined and dined (though, he'll insist on paying every single bill they generate tonight, everything else would be ridiculous), to be... maybe, led, a little, though it's more of a transaction. Lucifer, Elio. Taking turns.
He can't remember doing that with anyone else before and it's making his stomach feel all kinds of fluffy and odd.
[ Lucifer lets him, because despite being proud, he's not actually prideful and his masculinity doesn't rely on leading and deciding and giving 100 percent all the time. It's weird how toxicity in men is so common that you don't really realize you've been under its spell forever, until someone comes along who bears no trace of it, Elio thinks. Someone who's completely removed from that whole little human fallacy. Angels got other issues, he's not going to deny that, but toxicity isn't one of them. Rebellious tendencies, maybe. Intrusive superpowers? Sure. But Lucifer's personality is differently assembled. Elio loves that, he loves that he can be his own kind of man around him - and that Lucifer can do the same around Elio. No judgment.
He smiles wider, then, biting his lower lip briefly before looking to the side and catching the waiter's gaze. The man looks half-relieved and half-exasperated as he crosses the room, stopping by their table and asking them if they want the full wine menu which includes three courses, coffee and a drink by the end. His natural inclination is to direct this question at Lucifer and Elio's aware how they must look, especially from an Italian's point of view - if there ever was a nation where the daddy outranks everyone else, this is it, welcome. But of course, Lucifer's no one's daddy, least of all Elio's and tonight, Elio's leading them safely to the finish line himself, so he cocks his head at the waiter and tells him he's ready to place their orders. And so the waiter turns his head towards him almost without a hint of a pause. Yes, sir.
Ordering the fried anchovies for starters, Elio goes on to nod towards the kitchen and asking for the chef's choice of grilled meats for their mains (tell him to be adventurous - we are, tonight), with strict instructions about keeping it medium-rare to rare. Finally, the tiramisu for desserts, extra large portions, please. ] With espressos. [ Elio's voice, kept pleasantly low and even, dies out while the waiter notes all of this down with a slightly quirked eyebrow.
And your drinks? Elio asks him if Diego's on duty tonight, the waiter telling him yes, indeed, he is. ]
Then, we'll have two dry martinis.
[ Stepping back, the waiter gives them a curt nod and shuffles off towards the kitchen. Elio looks across the table at Lucifer, raising one eyebrow slightly. It's not a judge me expression, it never is, between them. It's more of a did I get anything wrong one. Because now's the time to tell me. ]
[ Elio proceeds to take the reins on tonight's dinner extravaganza and Lucifer just watches him, one eyebrow quirked expectantly. He wouldn't necessarily have trusted the Detective to pick out a restaurant for them for a night-out, let alone the food, mostly because, well, her taste pretty much amounts to single-mum-with-a-full-time-job which means fast, easy and uncomplicated. No, if he'd been dating her, he would've carved out the path for them both, made it stylish and elegant, tried to bring a little light into her dreary, murder-infested world.
With Elio... they started out like that too, didn't they, when they didn't know each other well. Lucifer would presume to set the course for them, get Elio a job at Lux, tell him not to waste his Saturdays, ineffectively attempt to mojo his desires out of him. Yes, just as Elio used to have easy-to-skip-on dates, Lucifer's used to creating scenarios, like he created the stars, he's used to setting things in motion, waiting for the individual pieces to fall as they fit, as they choose (because he's not his Father, he doesn't have to know).
He's been treating humanity this way, he thinks. Since the dawn of time.
Leaning back in his chair, he nods and slides his foot more firmly against Elio's, seeking that sense of connection, the feeling of being tethered. He likes the other man's choices, of course. How couldn't he? It's something Elio thinks he'll like and he's even careful enough about it to seek out Lucifer's approval afterwards, the question unvoiced but blatant, clear and precise. ]
Lovely, my dear.
[ He gives the other man a small smile and lets the evening run its course.
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We're here together but we aren't.
Perhaps that's how Lucifer's lovers saw it, too, come to think of it.
He fiddles with the menu absent-mindedly, his gaze sliding sideways in thought. Peripherally, he senses the waiter watching them like a hawk, clearly anxious to take their orders. The kitchen closes in a few hours. ]
You know. [ He blinks. Looks back at Elio again, eyes widening in realisation. ] I used to wonder how anyone could find a good night's worth of sex meaningless. My partners would all say they'd had the best night of their lives and yet...
[ He frowns. Glances at his menu card and stretches out one leg beneath the table, a restless movement ending with the tip of his shoe colliding with Elio's lightly. He leaves it there, the two of them, pressed together a little between the shadows. ]
If you aren't invested, then you simply aren't. I never knew - how well you protect yourselves, in truth.
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It's a clever observation, albeit a painful one. How well you protect yourselves. ]
A lot of the time, we don't even know it ourselves, Lucifer. [ There's a shrug, as if to say - they didn't mean anything by it, your lovers, they didn't guard themselves from you because of you. Though, obviously, that's what's dawning on the other man right now as well. ] It's rarely a conscious choice, how we're desperately chasing the one thing we're also keeping at an arm's length.
[ Unrestrained intimacy, in this case.
The waiter is now exchanging a few words with the chef who's stopped in the door to the kitchens. Elio looks down at the menu cards slowly, then back up at Lucifer, a small smile forming on his lips. Almost playful, though it doesn't quite break with the mood of how well you protect yourselves, in truth. It wasn't scary, discarding all defenses with Oliver, because he honestly didn't know any better. Although he regrets nothing in regards to meeting Lucifer with no shields up, he held back for so long for a reason. Fear's a powerful motivator, but none of that now. He nods at Lucifer slightly. ]
Will you let me order for you? I think I know exactly what you'd want.
[ True, desires are usually Lucifer's domain, but tonight Elio thinks he'll take a shot at guessing, too. See where it takes them. ]
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His Father, blessing him from birth to be something or someone that none of them yet understand.
Lucifer nods at his comment on intimacy, on how refusing it isn't always a conscious choice, which... well, he would've thought, wouldn't he, before he met Linda and Chloe and his other human friends. Before he realised what a strange concept choice can be, in the context of human interaction. How complicated it looks from the outside, when you've been created with choice as something more like a funny fancy, something you could pretend to have but never truly achieve.
Sad, really. ]
Oooh! [ An excited little smile as he gestures at the menu. ] Yes, please. Have at it.
[ This night really is shaping up to be Elio's mirror to their date in NYC, isn't it? It's lovely. Unusual, definitely, to be wined and dined (though, he'll insist on paying every single bill they generate tonight, everything else would be ridiculous), to be... maybe, led, a little, though it's more of a transaction. Lucifer, Elio. Taking turns.
He can't remember doing that with anyone else before and it's making his stomach feel all kinds of fluffy and odd.
In a nice way, he thinks. ]
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He smiles wider, then, biting his lower lip briefly before looking to the side and catching the waiter's gaze. The man looks half-relieved and half-exasperated as he crosses the room, stopping by their table and asking them if they want the full wine menu which includes three courses, coffee and a drink by the end. His natural inclination is to direct this question at Lucifer and Elio's aware how they must look, especially from an Italian's point of view - if there ever was a nation where the daddy outranks everyone else, this is it, welcome. But of course, Lucifer's no one's daddy, least of all Elio's and tonight, Elio's leading them safely to the finish line himself, so he cocks his head at the waiter and tells him he's ready to place their orders. And so the waiter turns his head towards him almost without a hint of a pause. Yes, sir.
Ordering the fried anchovies for starters, Elio goes on to nod towards the kitchen and asking for the chef's choice of grilled meats for their mains (tell him to be adventurous - we are, tonight), with strict instructions about keeping it medium-rare to rare. Finally, the tiramisu for desserts, extra large portions, please. ] With espressos. [ Elio's voice, kept pleasantly low and even, dies out while the waiter notes all of this down with a slightly quirked eyebrow.
And your drinks? Elio asks him if Diego's on duty tonight, the waiter telling him yes, indeed, he is. ]
Then, we'll have two dry martinis.
[ Stepping back, the waiter gives them a curt nod and shuffles off towards the kitchen. Elio looks across the table at Lucifer, raising one eyebrow slightly. It's not a judge me expression, it never is, between them. It's more of a did I get anything wrong one. Because now's the time to tell me. ]
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With Elio... they started out like that too, didn't they, when they didn't know each other well. Lucifer would presume to set the course for them, get Elio a job at Lux, tell him not to waste his Saturdays, ineffectively attempt to mojo his desires out of him. Yes, just as Elio used to have easy-to-skip-on dates, Lucifer's used to creating scenarios, like he created the stars, he's used to setting things in motion, waiting for the individual pieces to fall as they fit, as they choose (because he's not his Father, he doesn't have to know).
He's been treating humanity this way, he thinks. Since the dawn of time.
Leaning back in his chair, he nods and slides his foot more firmly against Elio's, seeking that sense of connection, the feeling of being tethered. He likes the other man's choices, of course. How couldn't he? It's something Elio thinks he'll like and he's even careful enough about it to seek out Lucifer's approval afterwards, the question unvoiced but blatant, clear and precise. ]
Lovely, my dear.
[ He gives the other man a small smile and lets the evening run its course.
By Elio's design, tonight. ]