Not that they weren’t always honest, not that they haven’t met each other with honesty since the beginning, but this is deeper, somehow. A few miles down into the sea. The deep sea is dangerous, he knows, but it’s also rich in fish and shipwrecks, so he’s willing to risk it, because Elio is nothing if not greedy, exactly like Jean Louis. Only difference is that he doesn’t count coin, he counts feelings, but both are means to power, right?
Pathos is a political weapon, too. He should know, it’s been so since the Greeks first described democracy, his father’s done speeches on it. While Elio has always found himself in the audience to these things.
Until now.
Jean Louis is holding them out to him, his feelings, vulnerable and fragile little things, but also ravenous and wild. Baby crocodiles. Elio raises his head from the other man’s lap, stretching his neck to look up and up and up his chest. The shadows are thick and impenetrable. They don’t allow for much, but at least there’s nothing they can do as Elio lifts his hand and brushes his fingertips along the other man’s jaw to his lips which he traces, presses against, feeling how the flesh yields.
Then, he pushes in against his front, all his weight, because Jean Louis can take it and will take it and that’s how he’s treating Elio, truth be told. With his arms wide open. The story of Atlas is both the worst and the most inspiring myth to remind someone of, isn’t it? ]
You treat me like a princess, Jean Louis. I love that. [ Letting his head thump in against the other man’s stomach, hard muscle, soft skin, he lets his hand drop, closes his eyes and breathes him in. ] Don’t stop. I want the whole ball.
[ There's a moment of silence but his breathing stays calm, even. His gaze doesn't flicker from one pool of shadow to the next - it does, otherwise, under normal circumstances. Regular circumstances. Instead, he simply looks ahead without truly looking, feeling Elio against him. Whenever he takes a breath, he takes in his scent, too, familiar and soft and just a little bit sharp. He sighs. Leans into the touch of Elio's fingers as he traces his jaw, lips, letting him explore as he pleases.
He'll let this man do whatever he likes. Whatever he wants or needs or craves. It doesn't matter why, honestly, it matters only that what he gets from Elio, he must return in whichever way he can. To make sure that the other man never leaves, feeling poorer for it. Shouldn't be such a fucking mystery, should it, he's used to giving people what they pay for, what they expect.
On all other levels than this.
Whatever this implies.
When Elio leans in further against him, giving him his whole weight, Jean Louis finally just slips his arm down to his back, using his other to balance against the mattress. Then, muscles straining only slightly as he moves, he lifts off the bed a little, Elio rising with the movement, and lies down on his back. Elio ends up with his head on his chest, instead, somewhere close to his heart. That's fitting. ]
You'll have it.
[ He puts his chin in Elio's hair. Strokes his upper arm for a moment before sliding his fingers down to his waist beneath the duvet, folding his hand over the slightly protruding bone there, close to his hip. His skin is so soft and thin right here and when he stretches out his fingers, he's inches away from his cock. He doesn't partake, though. Some other time. Instead, he yawns and pushes his face tiredly against Elio's skull, wriggling a little in place to properly feel the mattress underneath his back and buttocks, Elio's weight on top of his body like a heavy, impenetrable blanket. ]
[ Elio wants to tell him that he already knows, that he doesn’t need to be told at all, Elio trusts his instincts in this, but the other man pushes off the mattress enough to slide down on his back, bringing Elio with him at the same time and the flex of muscle, the tightening and the releasing of limbs makes him lose his breath a little. It’s so inherently sexual. It feels like being taken, hard, but with care. Elio relaxes on top of him, allows himself to be used as a pillow, because he himself is using Jean Louis as a mattress and like that, they use their bodies to exchange. Currency, that’s what the other man said back then. Feels like a long time ago.
Nuzzling in against him, Elio closes his eyes and feels the other man’s hand cup his hipbone, feel for how accessible and vulnerable he is in that one spot, inches from his cock. The whole display of affection has him semi-hard quickly, but Elio ignores it in favor of just holding him, keeping his ear close to where Jean Louis’ heart is beating, gradually slower.
It beats very fast normally. At the same pace that Jean Louis walks. ]
Buona notte - [ Elio says it softly, not intending to disturb him, but instead to lull him further in. He deserves sleep, the same way a very thirsty man deserves his oasis. ] - caro.
[ It feels a bit like he’s speaking directly to Jean Louis’ heart like this. That he’s speaking directly from his own. ]
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Not that they weren’t always honest, not that they haven’t met each other with honesty since the beginning, but this is deeper, somehow. A few miles down into the sea. The deep sea is dangerous, he knows, but it’s also rich in fish and shipwrecks, so he’s willing to risk it, because Elio is nothing if not greedy, exactly like Jean Louis. Only difference is that he doesn’t count coin, he counts feelings, but both are means to power, right?
Pathos is a political weapon, too. He should know, it’s been so since the Greeks first described democracy, his father’s done speeches on it. While Elio has always found himself in the audience to these things.
Until now.
Jean Louis is holding them out to him, his feelings, vulnerable and fragile little things, but also ravenous and wild. Baby crocodiles. Elio raises his head from the other man’s lap, stretching his neck to look up and up and up his chest. The shadows are thick and impenetrable. They don’t allow for much, but at least there’s nothing they can do as Elio lifts his hand and brushes his fingertips along the other man’s jaw to his lips which he traces, presses against, feeling how the flesh yields.
Then, he pushes in against his front, all his weight, because Jean Louis can take it and will take it and that’s how he’s treating Elio, truth be told. With his arms wide open. The story of Atlas is both the worst and the most inspiring myth to remind someone of, isn’t it? ]
You treat me like a princess, Jean Louis. I love that. [ Letting his head thump in against the other man’s stomach, hard muscle, soft skin, he lets his hand drop, closes his eyes and breathes him in. ] Don’t stop. I want the whole ball.
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He'll let this man do whatever he likes. Whatever he wants or needs or craves. It doesn't matter why, honestly, it matters only that what he gets from Elio, he must return in whichever way he can. To make sure that the other man never leaves, feeling poorer for it. Shouldn't be such a fucking mystery, should it, he's used to giving people what they pay for, what they expect.
On all other levels than this.
Whatever this implies.
When Elio leans in further against him, giving him his whole weight, Jean Louis finally just slips his arm down to his back, using his other to balance against the mattress. Then, muscles straining only slightly as he moves, he lifts off the bed a little, Elio rising with the movement, and lies down on his back. Elio ends up with his head on his chest, instead, somewhere close to his heart. That's fitting. ]
You'll have it.
[ He puts his chin in Elio's hair. Strokes his upper arm for a moment before sliding his fingers down to his waist beneath the duvet, folding his hand over the slightly protruding bone there, close to his hip. His skin is so soft and thin right here and when he stretches out his fingers, he's inches away from his cock. He doesn't partake, though. Some other time. Instead, he yawns and pushes his face tiredly against Elio's skull, wriggling a little in place to properly feel the mattress underneath his back and buttocks, Elio's weight on top of his body like a heavy, impenetrable blanket. ]
Let me know and you'll have it.
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Nuzzling in against him, Elio closes his eyes and feels the other man’s hand cup his hipbone, feel for how accessible and vulnerable he is in that one spot, inches from his cock. The whole display of affection has him semi-hard quickly, but Elio ignores it in favor of just holding him, keeping his ear close to where Jean Louis’ heart is beating, gradually slower.
It beats very fast normally. At the same pace that Jean Louis walks. ]
Buona notte - [ Elio says it softly, not intending to disturb him, but instead to lull him further in. He deserves sleep, the same way a very thirsty man deserves his oasis. ] - caro.
[ It feels a bit like he’s speaking directly to Jean Louis’ heart like this. That he’s speaking directly from his own. ]