I'm the same. My two closest relations aren't strictly lovers, but they're not strictly friends either. One will die long before me, I guess, and leave me to close his eyes and the other I haven't spoken with in 15 years. Maybe he'll die without me ever getting a chance of talking to him again.
It blurs.
[ He'd shrug if they weren't on text. Maybe he's shrugging a bit anyway and maybe it's showing in his words. ]
It might be where we differ. I say I bond fast, but really it’s what comes from it that brings me to the blurriness. The most me is rooted in my best friends. It took me years to figure out potential for the one person I will love even beyond the Underworld.
15 years is a long time, but so is 50. I might be foolish, since I wouldn’t hesitate if I was near someone that could just know, even after a long time has passed. Not anymore.
{ Meanwhile, his words always have an edge of embellished blasé. It is what it is, until he has to confront truths he tucked neatly into a ribboned box. Not today. }
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It blurs.
[ He'd shrug if they weren't on text. Maybe he's shrugging a bit anyway and maybe it's showing in his words. ]
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15 years is a long time, but so is 50. I might be foolish, since I wouldn’t hesitate if I was near someone that could just know, even after a long time has passed. Not anymore.
{ Meanwhile, his words always have an edge of embellished blasé. It is what it is, until he has to confront truths he tucked neatly into a ribboned box. Not today. }